Sorry for being out for way too long.
Ive thought about this for a long time and had been indecisive but Im thinking about stopping this rp blog.
Permanently or temporarily, that I cannot decide as of yet.
Time spent with everyone had been so meaningful, and you’ve all been dear friends for me.
I recently (actually just today) made a blog where I guess, if you’d still like to talk to me as the person behind the blog , can drop by.
It will, however, ruin the illusion of your Daisy in this blog.
You can still talk to me on that blog like you do here though, ask advice and stuff.
But I may not be as nice as Daisy though. But I’ll be happy to still be friends with everyone.
Because of changes made on tumblr,I cannot answer any mails sent by people I dont follow and I follow none of you here as this is just a side blog.
Link is below undercut.
Its pretty mch understanable to fall in love with someone close to you, especially that you have a lot of things in common, a lot of things to share and talk about with each other. The distance between you, ironically, makes your feelings stronger instead of doing the opposite. The reason could be because you always have that feeling of missing that person.
I understand that you feel torn between staying in the boundaries of friendship and taking the risk to go beyond it. I dont want to make this decisions for you but I would like you to think things over.
If you decide to keep your feelings, chances are, you’ll be hurting yourself and end up with a lot of what ifs in your mind.
If you take your chance and let him know, there are only two possible things: If he doesnt feel the same way, you may remain friends, but things may be the same as it used to be. If he does, then you get your chance to be happy.
Think about it thoroughly, and while you do, enjoy what you have with him right now. Whatever path you take, and whatever the outcome would be, the friendship and memories you have with him will always be yours.
Im doing okay.
Something came up that I couldnt reply to your mails.
Im sorry for the wait.
There’s no need for you to apologize. To be honest, I appreciate that you share your thoughts with me. I really want to help you, I dont want you to keep hurting yourself.
Frankly speaking, yes, it stresses me out, but its not you per se, but its the thought that you’re hurting yourself. I dont want you to be hesitant to open up something to me thinking I’ll be stressed out.
Its natural for someone concerned to be stressed, right?
Just like you are when one of your friends is in trouble, so you dont really need to worry yourself about it.
You were never unfair.
I hope you’re fine and keep safe.